Logging Off Indefinitely

Thu, 16 Jul 2026 17:00:00 +0000

Preface

This last month has probably been the happiest I’ve felt in a few years! You should not worry about how I’m doing based on the title of this. That being said, if you are close to me, please read this all the way to the end.

Background

After my depression diagnosis, I started reorganizing my life a bit and taking better accountability for things I’d done in the past. It made me feel good, like I started being more true to myself; probably because I was.

It also gave me time to reflect about how I spend my day to day life, and realized how much of my time is spent doing things that I used to get an enjoyment out of, but I’ve just come to link with symptoms of my depression, for how much I do them without even thinking about how they really make me feel.

I think I’ve talked about this once or twice but never really did anything about it, sometimes I’ll just boot up my computer wanting to get work done and I’ll just pop into the first vc that I see

Regarding my name

I’ve gone by Viktor for a while, since I’ve come to like it more than my first name (Frank). Neither of them bring me shame nor do I consider them deadnames, but I would like something that fits more with my identity. Going forward please call me V

Moving forward

I’m deactivating my accounts on Instagram & Discord. If you’d like to contact me please send me an email (v at luna dot ht). Don’t feel coerced to reach out right away, if it’s to say something like “Is everything okay?” I’ve already answered that at the start of this blog post, though if you want to just make sure I have you in my contacts that’s okay too. You can subscribe to my RSS feed too if you wanna hear my ramblings about programming and life; I plan to update this semi-regularly.

Maybe this’ll just be an experiment, but I need a break. I’m excited for this new era in my life and I hope the best for you all moving forward.

Love, V